Where the "Bakos" are taking over or so my cousins say
Thursday, December 03, 2009
Welcome to Pismo Beach, California
Monday, November 30, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
So...
I fell off. The internet and I have broken up. We are slowly mending our relationship. I am also blogging elsewhere (SundayAndWednesday.com) with others to come. Does it matter? I am also changing the subtitle of blog. See you soon.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Sunday, June 07, 2009
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Monday, June 01, 2009
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Friday, May 29, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
Igor Omulecki
Igor Omulecki is doing some really interesting and differnt things. I am liking them a whole lot. The second project didnt really do it for me but you must check out projects 1, 3, 5 and 9.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Friday, May 22, 2009
cell
Whenever I dont have a camera and I see something I like, out comes the celly. I like looking and using the cell phone camera as a recording device.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Feelings
Our hearts and minds dont work together. We think logically about feelings and ways to proceed. We come to conclusions that make complete sense for the brain. After that, I listen to my heart. "Hey there little guy. What do you think about this descision?" He dosnt complain, has no objections and actually seems to encourage the choice.
Why do our hearts deceive us? Im led to believe one thing, I jump in heart first, completely exposed. "I dont care, I know what I am doing, and even if I dont, things will be okay." But as things play out, i get hurt, and in these moments, its the worst thing in the world. Again, I can hear my brain saying, "Everything will be alright, just give it time." Fuck you, I scream to my brain and heart working together, not in my best interest.
I feel betrayed. At first by you, then myself. "I thought about this in a logical way." Im fooled. I trusted my heart as well. Im fooled twice. How can I make any choices in the future?
In essence, choices are what life is made of. If we cant trust ourselves to choose, do we leave it up to a flip of a coin? Rock-paper-scissors?
I want to pull out my heart, grab my soul, and use my tears to create the bloodiest, heartbroken collage people have ever seen.